Annoyances: stupid people, pop music
Accomplishments: not many to be honest
Confusions: US History
Sorrows: failed relationships, not working out
Dreams: not to be scrawny, wealthy, happy
Idiosyncrasies: nerd, weird
Risks: strange parasailing kind of rig in Mexico
Beloved Possessions, Now and Then: video games (now and then)
Problems: doormat
What's a doormat? Something (or someone) everyone walks over without thinking twice about. A doormat isn't going to get up and say "Hey! You can't do that any more!" A doormat will always be passive, never taking what it wants or being a leader every now and then. I tend to exhibit this sort of behavior unfortunately. I don't particularly know what it is that makes me feel I don't need to stand up for myself, it's just become a part of me. Maybe it's a fear of other people or disappointing them. Maybe it just gives me something to whine about. I don't know why, but I just can't (won't?) do anything sometimes. For example, my first girlfriend was a horribly controlling person, and when I tried to do something other than talk to her, she threw a horrible fit. Another example being my favorite game. It has a chat for communicating with your teammates, and it is imperative you coordinate. A good portion of the time however, people just use it to rage at teammates. Almost always, I just sit quietly and try not to let it happen again.
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